return from falling off the edge

I have certainly fallen off the radar.
I am working on some new drapes for the restaurant and trying to keep ontop of the ever mounting house work that seems to keep sneaking up on me. I got my car fixed and out of the shop and tried to get all the things together for dinner tomorrow.
We had the first of our tomatos from our garden and think we should continue to get more and more veggies from the garden.
We are already looking for ways to expand our garden for next year.

I need to be pushing myself and making myself have mini goals for the week, month and year.
I hope its not something that I put off yet another week...

have not been good about posting.
this is only important to me anyhow...
so I guess I won't lose sleep over it.

ta ta for now

Seriously considering making another blog about my server job.
I really feel that its something that alot of people might empathize with....and would in turn be very cathartic for me.

Off to do some tidying around the house.

Its nice to see the transition of our patio and its slow transition from being this dreay, dead space to this place that invites life and growth.

Getting everything together

Today I will spend the day trying to tie up all loose ends.

I will try to make it to the post office before they shoo me away.

Ben and I sat on the patio today while he ate breakfast.

I am really glad that we have put some life into the patio.

Can't wait until we have veggies so that I don't have to run to the store when I realize that I am out of something.

Some times I wonder..,.

Was I even supposed to have a chance at pursuing something in a creative career. I wonder if I have over sold the illusion to myself.
I have done a great job of contemplating a hell of a lot of great ideas and not enough time or resources to make them materialize.

I am really disappointed about that.

Another Monday

We were able to get some headway on our garden. Ben and I are growing all kinds of flowers and veggies on the patio. I am excited to see the zucchini and green beans that we purchased grow on these lovely trellis that we bought today. I hope to be taking tons of pictures.

It is nice to be able to have some green on the patio and remember the season brings forth new life, change and growth.

We also finally got a hold of some mason jars.

Well it was quite an adventure today.

I have a lot to digest...

but for now I am going to eat some soft serve icecream.

More on the whole adventure later.

Right now I am going to placate my mind with icecream...